Thursday, May 14, 2009

Four Letters, A Thousand Words

Four Letters, A Thousand Words

 

I never used to understand

“Any picture is worth a thousand words”

Until I lost my main man C-udy.

I never had a closer friend

Closer than my brother.

He never got a fair shot

Life always smacking him below the belt

Constantly knocked to the ground.

He used to call me lil bro.

He would say, ”Hey lil bro we should get matching tattoos!”

Now I know

“Any picture is worth a thousand words”

because all I have now are pictures

about a man who I could say a thousand words to.

Live with the sadness of no reply.

I took his advice and stole four letters from those thousand words.

Something I will never be able to forget.

Now sits

His name on my shoulder

Keepsake of four letters

C-udy

It reminds me of a thousand words.

Pre Meditated Sin


There is a man who I hold much hate for.

It stabs me when I bring his image to my brain.

Only it mentally slaughters my mother.

It’s her ex-husband

He damaged her worse that words.

He is a mountain or a man.

My mom is like a mosquito

Small, and un-noticed, except for the hum buzzing

Her hum buzzing is her beauty

Her beauty made grown men cry

What happened? She didn’t deserve it.

Extreme punishment for being extremely innocent

Everyone understands she didn’t deserve it

Daring, distracted, drunken temper

The pain is recognized substantially every ware we go

She makes it through, everyday

When she does so many things she never meant to.

Not even realizing it.

Sometimes it infuriates me and drives me crazy!

Which shatters us to ruins and rubble

We make it through; see

It created a special outstanding everlasting bond

Never to be reduced to rubble

How did this come to be?

Blam! Boom! Bang! Crash! Skid!

The mountain flicked the mosquito

The man picked her up over his head

Threw her down like a broken toy

Smack!

Goes her dome on a car stop.

Bloody, broken, bodily, brain damage.

Never will I forget it

That complete stare of bewilderment

Such a mental breakdown

Could’ve been avoided. Fate!

Fate is hate for the mountains.

For that character of a man

If I see him before you

Next time you see him

He will be upside down in a garbage can

She is my outstanding forever loving

my one and only mother

My only member left of my family.

He can’t take her!

If I see the mountain man again

Nothing will compare to my grin

While I sit in the pen

Laphing at the greatness of my unforgivable premeditated sin

Never regretting

I would do it again, and again, and again.

Spring Break

crazy crazy sometimes hazy 
Spring Break
Fun date. Cream Cheeze Carrot Cake.Couldnt wait
Now its over...
NO more being a loafer
Back to the Beesting of Buisey,Boring,Baffling,Biligerant school work.
Drunken people, Tan lines, 28 yearolds, and lots of skateboarding.
filling me perscribing me with emotions.

Jamaken Bakon


Micheal Otten.

Jamaaiken Bacon 
why you hatenPublish Post
its the juciest piece
in existance
you cant resist this
makes your mouth persperate
taste buds nervous like you on your first date
just thinking of how scrumptiouse it could taste
horible dicetful lies
as bakon hides in disguise

Santuary

Feeling safe.While being destracted

finding serinity.Peace.Happyness.

It's beautiful sights intoxicate me with wonder

It instantly secures and instructs my in seccure insignificant insanitys insight

To forget all.

Feeling Safe. While being destracted.\If its not me its you,the one who goes first.

SPLASH!GULP!SWOOSH!

As i dissapear, As it engulps me,then Belches!

Like a kangaroo in its pouch
finding serinity.Peace.Happyness.