Thursday, May 14, 2009

Pre Meditated Sin


There is a man who I hold much hate for.

It stabs me when I bring his image to my brain.

Only it mentally slaughters my mother.

It’s her ex-husband

He damaged her worse that words.

He is a mountain or a man.

My mom is like a mosquito

Small, and un-noticed, except for the hum buzzing

Her hum buzzing is her beauty

Her beauty made grown men cry

What happened? She didn’t deserve it.

Extreme punishment for being extremely innocent

Everyone understands she didn’t deserve it

Daring, distracted, drunken temper

The pain is recognized substantially every ware we go

She makes it through, everyday

When she does so many things she never meant to.

Not even realizing it.

Sometimes it infuriates me and drives me crazy!

Which shatters us to ruins and rubble

We make it through; see

It created a special outstanding everlasting bond

Never to be reduced to rubble

How did this come to be?

Blam! Boom! Bang! Crash! Skid!

The mountain flicked the mosquito

The man picked her up over his head

Threw her down like a broken toy

Smack!

Goes her dome on a car stop.

Bloody, broken, bodily, brain damage.

Never will I forget it

That complete stare of bewilderment

Such a mental breakdown

Could’ve been avoided. Fate!

Fate is hate for the mountains.

For that character of a man

If I see him before you

Next time you see him

He will be upside down in a garbage can

She is my outstanding forever loving

my one and only mother

My only member left of my family.

He can’t take her!

If I see the mountain man again

Nothing will compare to my grin

While I sit in the pen

Laphing at the greatness of my unforgivable premeditated sin

Never regretting

I would do it again, and again, and again.

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